So today it was back to normality with a bump, and it’s been a bit of a roller coaster.

My mood has been pretty shocking recently and I have mostly just been feeling fed up and bored. Potentially just a massive post Christmas and post shit food come down.

Throughout my self improvement mission I am trying to work out what I actually want to do with myself.

I have researched into becoming a doula, something I am quite passionate about and think I will be quite good at so this is exciting. Watch this space. I feel I am gaining my independence and identity back – not just mummy or wifey which really excites me.

I found my temper short (not as bad as it has been) with the kids today but I think it is just the end of a long old slog of having them with me 24/7. I’m actually looking forward to getting back into the office on Thursday!

One of my new years resolutions was to set a good body image for my girls. This mission has begun tonight. I went to my first Piyo class and it was AWESOME. Helped by an extremely motivating / skilled / camp instructor shouting ‘Come on bitches!’ I felt the burn, felt the love and feel that bit stronger and taller after.

STRONG NOT SKINNY is Sexy.

Needless to say I will be back for another class in two days with a particularly strong and sexy woman instructor to inspire me.

Changes are afoot, I’m hoping to claw back the damage I have potentially done to my kids with my horrible mood by having some quality one on one time with them over the next few weeks (new year = new childcare routine!), gaining strength in my body and mind, and setting the ball rolling for an exciting new career that inspires me.

Bring it the fuck on 2017 xx